10 years

I cannot believe it's been so long. This day is always filled with such raw emotions for me as I go back in my mind and grieve all over again. I have your ultrasound displayed in my room so you are with me all the time. I'm always wondering what if, who would you both have looked like, would you have acted like me or your Dad? Just wishing you would have been here to make memories with all of us. I miss you more than you will ever know. You truly are two of my greatest gifts and one day I believe that we will meet again. Lots of Love and Big Mommy hugs babies!! Until next time.